Today was a very bad day for me. I had a very hard time sleeping this morning, like I did last Friday morning too. I wonder if it has to do with the fact that he died a Friday? Anyway, the boyfriend and I have been fighting alot and he keeps bring Matt up, yes I had a crush on him, but please get over it. One, I never did anything about it, and two, he's gone now, so it's completely irrelevant. I'm sorry that his dying has left me sad and that I sometimes cry over it. I'm sorry that you do not get it. Of course it doesn't help that you didn't like his band or his voice. That you say his voice grated on your nerves, funny how you only say this after he died. Well I happen to love his voice, more than anything thing else about him. Yes I loved that lip ring (and those lips), he had a beautiful smile and amazing eyes, but nothing compared to that voice. I would have been this way over him no matter what he looked like, because for me, it wasn't about his looks. It was about his voice. When I saw him live, that was what got my attention first, I was very close to the stage and could see him for a long time, I was in front of Ryan. After a few songs I could see Matt, but at that point, I was already drawn in. His voice was so beautiful.
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