You have been gone 4 months now, and I still think of you, and miss you. When I listen you I can't believe I will never see you onstage or meet you. I met the other one, I was so scared to do it, but I did, and he will never mean as much to me as you do. You are so missed, when I hear certain songs, not even always your songs, just songs that remind me of you, I cry. Do you know how hard it is to try and explain to people why I am upset over a song? Because I don't get to tell the world what you meant to me. I have to keep you a secret from almost everyone. Only a few know who you are. Everyone else has no clue that everyday I miss someone that I never met, someone who had so much of an impact on my life. Someone that I ended up caring for, and I have to hide that and it hurts so much. I don't care what people think about it, I just don't want to explain it, or be judged. I hope all your family and friends are healing and doing well, each day does get better. But you are so special, you will never be forgotten. I love you always.
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